on DAY 3 of letting go and loving herself completely.... So far it's off to a rough an emotional start, tears have been shed. Had an epiphany during a dream and it's like someone took the blinders off. I am thankful for the dream but it's hit me pretty hard...
greta: dreams can do that .. I have had a few the past month or so .. left me pretty emotional but in the end the thinking they made me do has really been a good thing. Each Day is a new opportunity for blessing, I will pray for you. Things will keep getting better!
meghan: I "liked" before I read completely... I'm sorry you're having a rough time. But just think how much better off you'll be after you get through this! (((HUGS))) xoxo
me: greta: yes, i completely agree, and thank you so much, you are such an amazing person and your love and support mean the world to me!
meghan: you are too cute, i didn't even see the like LOL. i know in my heart that i am doing the right thing, no one ever said the journey would easy right? i am blessed to have people like you here helping me though!
i love you both!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥
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my dream was about finally realizing that i have been giving all of myself to my mother in hope that she will love me the way i want and need her to, and then realizing that i could give her the world and it still wouldn't change who is she... pretty deep stuff to start the day off with. it was like someone took my blinders off and smacked me in the face LOL. i am thankful for having the dream (which had me giving mojito to her in hope that she would love, but instead she doesn't take care of mojito and didn't treat me any differently. i grabbed my sweet pup and kissed him like a million times already LOL. i even told him i would never, ever give him away, EVER!)
i thank God for blessing me with such an amazingly profound dream...
You're doing an incredible job, hun. I know it's hard, but keep on workin and you will get through. Love you to bits and pieces!!
ReplyDeletethank you!!! it helps having people like you here through it, you have no idea!
ReplyDeletewell i am glad to hear that because i am soo in bits and pieces at the moment LOL.
i love you too!