i am fit, healthy, and attractive (maybe if i say this enough i will believe it LOL)
i was too tired after the photo shoot yesterday to update, i apologize...
DAY 12
first, a huge sorry goes out to julie. i love you like a sister julie, and i am truly sorry.
so after the bombshell of information i found out yesterday i am still in a little shock. but a lot of why i am the way i am makes more sense. all in all i am glad i learned the truth from debbie. so thank you debbie!
so today's the big photo shoot, kinda stressed out about this one. this is the first big one since i lost all that weight. still uber self conscious about my body too. =( plus the photographer is troy's friend david who takes great photos but sometimes (well usually LOL) doesn't think before he speaks... should be interesting to say the least.
other than that i am doing ok, just super focused. i will let you all know how it goes!
DAY 13
so the photo shoot went well for the most part. david stuck his foot in his mouth a bunch of times, expected. the first was that he wouldn't let up on the fact that when i smile my cheeks puff out (got it, i have chipmunk cheeks), so it took me turning to him and saying, "well you can always photoshop someone else's face on mine" for him to get the point. (because i don't have enough hang-ups on my face.... at least this time he didn't suggest i get a chin implant.)
the next big time he stuck his foot in his mouth was when he was talking about my weightloss and told him that it was about 30lbs total, he asked how much i weigh now, which i replied with 105/106... then he counters it with.... "well my friend amber (who is this drop dead gorgeous 24 year old) is 114 and is 5'7", how tall are you?" i didn't know it was possible to go from feeling good about your body to feeling like a cow again in a split second but i did. but i quickly pushed that thought aside and focused on how far i have come. and darn it, i think i am doing pretty darn good! oh and just so you know, i told troy this and he said, one that's impossible since she is not anorexic and that's what she would have to be; and two her fake boobies are too big and too heavy for that to be possible LOL. i seriously love my husband. so that instantly made me feel better. he even admits that david just doesn't get it. he doesn't realize how what he says can hurt people.
oh, and after 4 hours of non-stop yoga, i am a little sore today LOL. but we got some great shots, at least from what i can tell on his camera.... i did a full wheel pose yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!! as you all know this has been one pose i have been working on. and i think i rocked it yesterday! i also did a pretty darn good headstand and an awesome bow pose! i can't wait to get the photos from him to show you all! we took about 150 pics yesterday and most of those are all different poses! i will say this, he did comment on how much my flexibility and strength has improved.
later today troy is taking me to the movies!!! we haven't seen a movie in like 6 months!?!? so i am pretty excited about that! YAY!
well that's about it for now, just mostly taking the day off to recover LOL. i plan on making some more videos for the website (office yoga and a couple others) so yeah. =D
thanks again for reading and supporting me, i love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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