learning to let go and love herself completely... i am not my mother's words....
cybermom*: That's AWESOME. I am SO proud of you!!!! You ROCK.
me: aww thank you, i know it will take time, 28 years of dealing with it just doesn't disappear, but i am putting my foot down and not letting her unkind words and thoughts affect me anymore! i ♥ u!
cybermom: GOOD GIRL!!!!
me: aww thank you, i know it will take time, 28 years of dealing with it just doesn't disappear, but i am putting my foot down and not letting her unkind words and thoughts affect me anymore! i ♥ u!
cybermom: GOOD GIRL!!!!
me: thank you! and thanks to amazing people like you, who love and believe in me, i think i can get through this and completely heal myself! ♥
cybermom: Of course you can! You are a strong woman. Listen to me, and to Troy, and the others who love you and have your best interest in their heart. You'll be fine.
me: thank you, and i am, from now on. i am no longer listening to the opinions of jerks LOL.
drew: ♥
berwyn: From one who has been there....NO YOU ARE NOT YOUR MOTHER'S WORDS. Some women should not have children with all the damage they do to their precious ones. Remember, GOD WILLED YOU TO LIVE not your mother. He gave you special gifts just like everyone else.
He formed you in the womb, knew every little detail of you. NO ONE IS LIKE YOU....not a ... Read Moresingle person. Satan knows what God created us for, so he spends our lives filling us with lies to confuse us....satan can even use a mother who has a heart in the wrong place. Kiss her goodbye.
me: drew: ♥ thanks hun!
berwyn: thank you soo much! that means a lot to me. you are the second person today to mention satan and my mom in the same sentence LOL. i am sensing a pattern here.
you are right, my mom should never have had children, but i thank God every day she did have me! (if that makes sense).
thank you all soooooo much for all your kind, loving words. it helps in breaking away from her and anyone who isn't good for me. i love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mom2 (aka marcia)*: Your "mother", and I use the term loosely, is so unhappy in her own life that she feels the need to degrade you to make herself feel better. I would say to pity her, but I don't want you to waste even that emotion on her. You and Deb are my girls and I am damn proud of the both of you! And your Dad is too...never forget that!!!
step mom (aka cyndi)*: Yes, Marcia is right! I am very proud of you and your Dad is too. Some people just should not have been Mothers... ♥
me: marcia: thank you! your words mean the world to me, you have no idea! thank you and i love you!
cyndi: thank you. LOL, everyone keeps saying that about her, too funny.
thank you all sooo much! who needs one crappy mom when you have soo many out there who love me! i love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i learned a lot this day, i learned how many people i have in my life that truly love me! and some haven't even met me in real life! i find it a little sad that cybermom and i have never met in real life yet she cares for me more than my real mom has...
i am forever grateful and thankful for all the wonderful people i have been blessed with! i love you all!!!!
cybermom- this is a friend's mom who has lovingly "adopted" me.
mom2- this is my half sister's mom, who also has "adopted" me.
step mom- this is my father's wife, my actual step mom LOL.
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